Sunday, December 31, 2006

ALRIGHT, back from Bugis and clinic. Brought Mum to the clinic to get her injection. Met Miao at her workplace den off to bugis. Shopped ALOT mans. My legs didnt ache. But Miao's did. HAHA! Ok la, she had work the whole day. Walked and walked. Miao Just had to finish spending her pay luh! Was running late and had to rush home. Cos apparently, i shopped till i forgot the time. Mum had to be at the clinic by 2230 hrs. Left Bugis at 2215hrs! WTH. Cabbed back when i'm broke enough. I miss my PC.):

LANS JUST HAD TO INSULT MY BOOBS OVER AND OVER AGAIN LUH! AS IF HERS WELLY BIG. MINE'S JUST NICE OK! J-U-S-T N-I-C-E! SEE THAT?!! STUPID. and hor, i must tell this to everyone. WEILAN'S A BIG BULLY! Lucky i aint using the normal Msn Messenger. Or else she'll spoil my com when she webcams. HAHAHA! I chose to use the web one instead. OK, she ought to be honoured cos i mentioned her name after god-knows-how-long. HAHAHA!

OH, one last thing. Someone's GF texted me and scold me? WTF? C'mon man girl, don't blame others. If i were you, i will blame myself for not being good enough a girlfriend. HUR! If you can stop ur girlfriend from texting me, I'm fine with it. Really. I see no point in arguing with you. She is YOUR girlfriend. If you can't control her, then too bad.


Rather unpleasant way to end my entry.



`Don't get me involved, I'm sick of it.

yy

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Alright, i know its been long since i last blogged. And my Mum's irritating the hell outta me. Aiyah, whatever mans. Cant be bothered to blog bout it. Was so happy when she could be discharged. Texted Mins, Lans and Jowin. But? I think i regretted being so happy over it. DAMN. Anyway, Hospital was my life and Nurses were my friends. Doctors were my enemies. REALLY. yada yada.

Came online to blog immediately when i reached home. But i swear, internet SUCKS. wish the someone didnt invent this stupid thing although i use it everyday. It makes ppl wanna break down and cry and yah yah...

Mum's birthday coming. Saved some money for her present. Now, i dont have the time. BUT, i'm meeting Miao later. YAYness. Finally after so many times when i couldnt make it at the last min.

Alright, i'm off. Not in a oh-mygoodness-i-wanna-blog-like-i-never-blog-before kinda mood.

Take care all.



`deceive

yy

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

My life literally revolved around the hospital, doctors, nurses and more of them. Mum's not getting better. Ok, maybe she is, but she's not allowed to go home. I'm so tired mans. Despite, I dont feel bored or anything. i dont know why?

Life was rather "dead" till Christmas eve. Went Cocco Latte with Miao, Bird and Mins. RATHER last minute huh MIAO. Something rather bad happened before that, but hell with it. I cant be bothered and i'm serious. Party-ed all night. Danced till our legs can just you know? ACHE. I've been wanting to club luh. and Lans didnt manage to make it. Hey Lans, remember the promise okay! i know you're sick so, next time okay? (: Oh, get well soon. Anyway, Cali and all joined ard One. Drank a little thanks to miao. Oh my oh my, i enjoyed myself mans. Left Cocco at 3am. Had a hard time getting a cab. Finally Miao got thru, waited at the lobby. Yada Yada. Went over to mins house. Talked. Miao suppose to come over to my place but i dont know why. We're suppose to talk! Slacked and went to the hospital and the story repeats. Yupp.

Going over to the hospital again with sis.

Damn, i wanna go party again. ): Party fever mans. I wanna go DXO, MOS and ZOUK. alrights, mins will just scream at me when she sees this. HOHOHO. Presents collecting dust over at my place. Dont know when to pass to them.

MINS! thanks for the perfume. (: I LOVE IT. and thank you for the gift and cookies you baked. i tried it. (: BEFORE I FORGOT, irritating bro bought me some keychain from Tokyo disneyland. BUT I SUPPOSE HE'S JUST TRYING TO IRRITATE ME LUH. To think that i was rather happy when he saed he got smth expensive for me and thought he's so nice and all luh. (ASK ME WHAT THAT GIFT IS.)

Thats all folks!
Pray hard that my mum can be discharged tmr.

BYE-BYE!


PS; Go and see the doctor please. Only know how to say me. TSK.



`I finally found myself.

yy

Friday, December 22, 2006

Fighting undercurrents of uncertainty.

Seas may look calm, there're bound to have undertows.
Full of uncertainty, confusions and downright frustrating currents flowing just beneath the surface. And although keeping head above waters may be easy, chose to not strain by trying hard to swim to solid ground. Just wanna float, and enjoy the sensation of letting life's mysteries swirl around me.


Mum, I'll always be here for you. I promise, from the bottom of my broken heart. People may leave, i will not. People may not bother, i will. You're always there for me, whenever, wherever. Tears that roll down my cheeks now are for you, a mother whom brought me up, took care of me and the one who gave me whatever i wanted. Despite all the troubles i created, be it in school or outside. You forgave me, you still loved me. I just want you to hurry get well. And let me see the smile you used to have. I'll do all i can, don't be afraid, I'm alwaes here for you. I'll be here for you to hold my hand and be there when you call my name. Be the last person you see before you close your eyes and the first person to greet you when you're woken up by the morning sunshine. I love you mum, can you hear me? I love you.


I'm worn out. Complexities with the affairs of heart, I'm just gonna let it be. Let it fade away, let it lie low. I'm drained. I just need a b-r-e-a-k.


Thanks Mins. Thanks for your company. It meant alot to me. A treat at subway is definitely not enough a thank you. I really dont know how to put my feelings into words to let you know. I have nothing valuable, just two words from my heart, and they are, Thank You.



`Hold my hand Lord, tell me you're here.



yy

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Okay, i didnt go Attica with them. haha! Thanks to my fickle-mindedness and i regretted not going. MAN! ): haha. Qiaos and Mins came over. Talked and drank. Drank and played games like there's no tmr. Drank and drank without knowing our limits. HAHA. Shall not elaborate on that. Lans, Bird, Miao and Joyce came down. Sorry to trouble them mans. Was shivering like shit and i dont know how to control. yupp. Talked about so many things. Finally everything's solved. I mean, Min's right mans. everything needs an answer and an ending. Did and done. (: For once, i realised many things. I lied to myself, i lied to them. I'm sorry. I really am. I made things so difficult for all of us. But still, after today, i hope that everybody will remain as friends. Close or not, doesnt matter. Yeah?

Lans, I'm sorry for all the nonsense i gave you. You needed freedom and i had no rights. I understand the situation now and for once, i really do. I dont blame you if you're frustrated or fed up with me. But now, since everything has an answer, i hope everybody will still be friends and i will alwaes remember what you told me. (: I'm sorry i got my feelings all mixed up and got you into so much shit. Yet, you're still willing to try to let things be like last time. I appreciate all this. Really. Perhaps everything's just not right. But lets make it right yeah? Start all over again, if going back to the past is difficult. Anyway, you're my friend and I love you! (:

Birdie; Aye, Thanks for being there for me mans. Really, Crystal Jade with Lans soon(: I promise! Thanks for everything luh ok! (: and for my nonsense ystd, I'm sorry. I got my feelings all sorted out and wanna thank you for helping me all the time. Be it controlling myself and resisting temptations. Talking to me, hearing me cry, talked to me on the phone overnight. I really appreciate all that. I hope that the next time we talk, i wouldnt be over the same matter yeah(:


OK! enough of all that. i know this is not the first time but i promise that this will be the last time. YUPP! I very lazy blog alrdy. Gonna talk to mins online. Lans went off alrdy. Stupid one. HAHA. She happily included herself in the Crystal Jade treat from me to Bird. Reason? She claims that bcos she's Bird's friend. WTH? Alright. I'm so lookin forward to clubbing with eyecandy mans! I know its gonna be kinda long, still, I'm looking forward to it! (: Oh, Tricia's my eyecandy. (: Awwwwwwwwww. Cos she's so SWEEEEeeeeeet(:


Thats all. BYE-BYE!



`It may be difficult. But try?

yy

Monday, December 18, 2006

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
I very excited for tmr.
NO NO, i am EXTREMELY excited.
HAHAHA! why? ASK MINS! ASK BIRD!!!
ASK THEM!!. no no, leave them alone. HAHA.

Bird says i'm crazy alrdy.

ANYWAY, met mins and sis for movies at cine. Caught Charlotte's Web. FREAKING NICE i tell you. HAHA. Walked around. Subway-ed. AND I LOVE IT! More of Subway ok mins?! HOHO! Attica tmr. CONFIRM going alrdy. Thanks to my fickle-mindedness. Going drink at some place tmr b4 club. BIRDIE CHEN! I WANNA PLAY OUR THAT STUPID GAME!! haha! yayness. Just put down the phone with bird cos apparently, she cannot stand me. TSK, Birds are stupid.-Inspired by the movie i watched today. ok, only mins will know what i mean. HAHA! Irritated the hell outta bird cos why? My fickle mind again. SORRY LUH.

OH MAN, today was fucking eye feasting away plsssssss. SO CUTE. ok, adel, stop it. Saw Campus superstar that Geraldine. Didnt know it was her till we walk away from that shop and i began telling mins how cute the bung at that shop was. Den mins told me it was her. wth? I think i'm not just STUPID. hahhaa!

OH OH OH, i forgot to mention something. Mins and i were so cheapo ystd. We walked from her place all the way to someone's place at Sengkang and walked to compass. By that time, we were really tired and it was pouring. So, the smart alec, me, decided to experience cheap thrills. My idea was to bluff the taxi driver that we only had 5 buckeroos on us and we hadda go home. HAHHA. the uncle actually believed and asked us to hop on. I know i'm being an asshole la. HAHA! So much for the fun of it. HEH. i wanna save money wad! AYe, this works ok? GO TRY.


OK, i welly tired alrdy. Gonna talk to Lans and Bird online.

BYE-BYE!




`i'm getting used to it, but still....

yy


Just received calls and texts about the N level result. All my friends passed ((: King (DALE) did the best among them. I'm so proud of her luh. To think she kept saying she dont think she'll pass and all. In the end? She did the best among. CONGRATS to all! ((:


Meeting Mins later on. (: and ATTICA tmr. Still thinking if i shld go attica. But i promised bird. ): LET ME THINK. Hopefully we'll be able to catch a movie ltr on. Dejavu? I guess. WELLY STRESS LEH. i dont know why. So pek cek.


Ok, i'm gonna bathe now. GOOD-A-BYE!!




TO BE CONTINUED....

yy

Sunday, December 17, 2006

KARMA, RETURN TO WHERE YOU BELONG.


I dont know if doing this is right. But i just had the urge to do it. I know i can. Sorry to all whom i disappoint. trust me alright? Believe that I know what i'm doing. I know its difficult for u guys to support me. But, i just wanna do it. She's just a friend to me, i finally knew. It seem too soon for me to say that but i know myself best. All that i saw, didnt affect me in any way. why? Cos my heart feels that way. Its a good thing and i hope you can support me. I know you meant well, but have faith in me alright?


MANS. slacked at hjome whole day cos of the stupid rain. Was suppose to wach Dejavu with Mins. HAHA! den the next thing i know is, i gotta pay my own bills. WTF. Good luck to me mans. Meeting mins to chill later. I SERIOUSLY NEED THAT MANS.

Went airport at freaking 3 am ystd to fetch my luggage. I lazy to explain luh. HAHA! Mins accompanied me and bro sent her home after that. WHoooooooohoooooooo. Finally get to see her luh. After 14 yrs. HAHA!

OKAY, will blog again tonight.


BYE-BYE.



`Truth to be told.

yy


It takes half of our life to find true friends and half of it keeping them.
I'm lucky to have spent less than half my life finding you,
and wish to spend the rest keeping you.

yy

Saturday, December 16, 2006

FUCK THE WORLD.
I wish i could turn back time.
Den all these fucking things will not happen.
i really dont know what else i can do.
I'm just tired. very tired.
I, too, hope this is not the only solution.
But why is everyone telling me this is the only way?
Its not easy. Definitely.
But what can i do?
Wait till things drag further?
And allow my heart to break?
Aint it too late by then?
Why not prevent all that now when i can?
I'll regret, i know.
But i'll regret more in the future if i dont do it now.
I dont know what to do.
I dont want this to continue.

DAMN. Its fucking not easy.



yy


HELLO ALL!!
I'm back mans. HOHOHO. Michelle ought to be honoured la. Cos she's the first i texted once i got down the plane. took an earlier flight back cos mum's unwell. Oh well well, save the details. (: this is the most tiring trip ever mans. Didnt buy anything except for some snacks for Michelle and family. Oh, bought our "drinks" too. -looks at michelle-

Was back ystd and managed to on my bloody com today. Maybe bcos Min's here? Hmmmm, i dont think so. HAHAHA! alrights. I very lazy blog alrdy. Thats all mans.

Oh mans, i miss those times when Kwai, Mins and I were close. Very close. ): I believe things will be the same. ((: So random luh.

Yupp! oh, Birdie shld be honoured too. cos she's the second. HAHA! I miss talking to her on the phone(: so crappy. bird! talk SOON. haha.


BYE-BYE!




`What else can i do?

yy

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Sighs, I dont know mans. I just wanna vent my frustrations and my anger here. Cos apparently, i dont know who to tell them to. NOBODY understands anyway. Ok, not that they dont. Just that i dont know how to tell it to ppl. DAMN. its really killing me. I wish everything never happened at all. I wish i am just a simple girl and lead a carefree life. I WISH. So many things inside me i cant let it show. Its killing me. I dont know whats wrong. Really. I'm sucha bitch and at the same time, i got bitch-ed. Is this what you call FAIR? Fuck the damn word luh.

I dont wanna cry. No matter how much i feel inside and no matter how sad i am, I WILL NOT CRY. I'll force myself. I'll hold back those damn tears. So if you wanna come and fucking find problem with me, you'll not succeed in making me upset alright? Cos i dont fucking care.

Damn, i'll hold back those tears.

yy

Friday, December 08, 2006

WTF? I typed sooooooo much about my day and in the end? My com hang. HOW LUCKY. Now i very lazy type so much alrdy. So i'm just gonna summarize every single thing alright. Vivo-ed and Town-ed with King , Bird and Jaey. Met them at vivo after accompanying mum to the doctor. Mum went home while i train-ed down. Met outside candy empire. Walked ard and really i tell you, Vivo's reeeeeally boring. Couldnt take it and all decided to head down to town. But i think town's worse. Town phobia man. But nevermind. The company's good and had a good laugh when we're on our way to town. Bus-ed 65 down to Fareast. More fun in town but i lazy say. So if King decided to blog about it, go to her blog and see. I really typed alot mans. WTH.

OK, currently addicted to this song Zui Jin by Li Sheng Jie. Kept repeating it. King's doing the same. HAHA! And thanks to King, Bird and I sang this song when we're in town. Kept thinking bout the lyrics and argued over it. HAHA! King lost to me and I lost to bird. wth. LOL. So that bird thinks she's very smart luh? and and and hor, don't ask me to send you. Cos if i wanna share this song with you i will ask you if you want. (: Go ask King. If she not lazy den she'll send you. LOL.

SIGHHHHH, i'm going China. WTH? I dont wanna go. I really dont want leave Singapore. Bangkok was torturing enough and its only 3 days? China's 8 days plsssssss. OMFG. ): i'm gonna miss you like fuck i swear mans.

Alright, waiting for King to come online. She's at Hg Mall with cousins. Eating at Ichiban Sushi. Ok, i'm craving for it now but no. CANNOT. LOL. HURRY COME ONLINE! I bet King's gonna miss me for the whole of 8 days mans. HEH! and I reckon she'll say " PLEASE". Well well, lets see.

I got nothing to say alrdy. I really dowan go China. but i know i need a break. not without you.


FUCK MAN, something's annoying the hell outta me. SINCE YESTERDAY. Fucking annoying i tell you. pissssssssssssssssssssssssssssed. (again, don't ask me)



`I gave you all i had. But is that what you want?

yy


HAHA! I'm so proud of King. Cos she FINALLY changed her own blogskin. LOL. Its an achievement ok! From one who dont even know how to link people to one who can change the entire skin. HAHA! But of course, there must be a genius guding her right? HEH! That's me! LOL. Alright la, she did it all by herself luh. HOHOHO.

I swear King's irritating alright. One min high until like dont know what another min act emo. OH MY GOODNESS. Someone save me pleeeeease. I rather be dead mans. HAHA! For the entire conver she's stressing that she's a happy person. FAINTS. I show you.


What has love got to do with morality? says:
I AM A HAPPY PERSON
aDeiNe` says:
realy huh
aDeiNe` says:
den find a HAPPY one lor
aDeiNe` says:
the current onr very you
aDeiNe` says:
one*
What has love got to do with morality? says:
meh?
aDeiNe` says:
yea'

What has love got to do with morality? says:
but I AM A HAPPY PERSON
What has love got to do with morality? says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAWhat
aDeiNe` says:
AS IN the design la
aDeiNe` says:
the appearance
aDeiNe` says:
colour
What has love got to do with morality? says:
BUT I AM A HAPPY PERSON
aDeiNe` says:
ARGHHHHHH
aDeiNe` says:
LOL
What has love got to do with morality? says:
I AM A HAPPY PERSON
aDeiNe` says:
OK LA
aDeiNe` says:
HAPPY LOR
What has love got to do with morality? says:
BUT I AM A HAPPY PERSON
aDeiNe` says:
ENOUGH!
aDeiNe` says:
i know!
aDeiNe` says:
i really know!
aDeiNe` says:
LOL
What has love got to do with morality? says:
very funny
aDeiNe` says:
no
What has love got to do with morality? says:
I AM A HAPPY PERSON
aDeiNe` says:
HA'
What has love got to do with morality? says:
I AM A HAPPY PERSON
What has love got to do with morality? says:
dont bag wall
What has love got to do with morality? says:
*bang
What has love got to do with morality? says:
because I AM A HAPPY PERSON
aDeiNe` says:
ENOUGH AH NEO WEILAN

What has love got to do with morality? says:
HAHAHAHAHA
aDeiNe` says:
HAHA
What has love got to do with morality? says:
I AM A HAPPY PERSON
aDeiNe` says:
asshole
aDeiNe` says:
LOL
aDeiNe` says:
I KNOW YOU'RE VERY HAPPY!
aDeiNe` says:
I KNOW
aDeiNe` says:
I REALLY KNOW!
aDeiNe` says:
faints
What has love got to do with morality? says:
OKAY
aDeiNe` says:
GOOD
What has love got to do with morality? says:
JUST TO REMIND YOU, I AM A HAPPY PERSON

aDeiNe` says:
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOI!
aDeiNe` says:
u betetr go sleep mans
aDeiNe` says:
HAHAHA
aDeiNe` says:
better*
What has love got to do with morality? says:
hahahhahaahaaa
What has love got to do with morality? says:
dont angry because I AM A HAPPY PERSON

aDeiNe` says:
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
aDeiNe` says:
SHUT UP
What has love got to do with morality? says:
NONO
What has love got to do with morality? says:
dont shut up because I AM A HAPPY PERSON

aDeiNe` says:
faints
aDeiNe` says:
i rather be dead now
aDeiNe` says:
HAHA
What has love got to do with morality? says:
DONT DIE
What has love got to do with morality? says:
BECAUSE I AM A HAPPY PERSON

What has love got to do with morality? says:
DONT CRY BECAUSE I AM A HAPPY PERSON

aDeiNe` says:
GO AWAY LA
aDeiNe` says:
HAHAH
What has love got to do with morality? says:
NONONO
What has love got to do with morality? says:
CAUSE I AM A HAPPY PERSON






SEE WHAT I MEAN? and this is only part of the conver. Pity me.


yy

Thursday, December 07, 2006

FUCK mans.
This is ANNOYING, IRRITATING and FRUSTRATING.
i swear.

The only word inside my head now.
F-U-C-K


and don't ask me why.

yy


Yesterday was my first day at work. Environment was alright and people were nice. (: i like it there. except for the tired-ness and the all-time crowds. I dont know when m)phosis will be quiet. ): walked alot. talked alot. worked alot. stood alot. alright alright. This is all about work right? i know.

Met sis after work which is 10pm. She dropped by just to accompany me home. (: Was bloody hungry i swear. But i dont care man. HAHA.

Fell asleep in the living room with mum till 3am. woke up and went back to my room. really really tired. OK, gotta go and find mum at the market near my grandparents' place. (: bye.


OH, before i forget, Sorry bird. wasted your effort. I'm sorry.):





`the truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me.

yy

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

OK, I've got nothing to do. So i decided to change my skin, AGAIN. This time i'm not lazy. Yupp, going off to work sooooon. gotta be there by 4pm. Meeting sis after work. How nice of her. alright. thats all. Thanks Eunice for her comments(:

yy


alrights. i know its early but i can't sleep alrdy man. yeah. took care of mum for the whole of ystd. didnt know it can be so tired. anyway, i feel happy though. i dont know why. Despite not being able to meet mins and all for movies and supper cos of mum, i'm still happy. Ystd night's outing was planned long ago, but i juts had to gave it up. Man, just imagine how difficult it is for me to do that. sigh.

YESTERDAY SUCK. i swear. Morning was rather alright. Accompanied mum to the doctor's and the doctor said my mum's condition 's serious. They couldnt do anything but just give her medicine and make her go for follow-ups. -pouts- It really hurts me to see her like this. teared a little. back home and blah blah blah.

Shall not elaborate on what happened at night cos its the worst part of yesterday. Don't know how to describe how it feels but i'm definitely unhappy. Maybe not just unhappy, but extremely unhappy. yeah.


that's that.



`i treasured you, all along.

yy

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

WHOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO.
NEW SKIN. (:
and its BIRD'S CREDIT.
She's just nice enough to help me change my blogskin wheni told her i wanna change but i'm lazy. HOHOHO. thanks Bird(: This template's not easy to use cos its all on whole chunk. She gotta seperate them. ): thanks again mans! Thou you got a "scolding" from King. -pouts- SORRY MANS!

alright. thats all.

yy

Monday, December 04, 2006

CAN YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE?
I'LL REALLY APPRECIATE THAT.

ALL THAT YOU DID REALLY MEAN NOTHING TO ME.
i WONT APPRECIATE ALL THESE, REALLY.
I KNOW I'M MEAN. BUT THIS IS WHAT I WANT.
IF YOU REALLY WANT ME TO BE HAPPY.
SIMPLE. LEAVE-ME-ALONE.

I know i cannot control you. But i'm just gonna let you know right here that all that you did really spoilt my mood. It doesnt serve its purpose at all. If your aim is to piss me off, you succeeded. okaye? Happy now? The more you do, the more i get annoyed. Do you know that for the past few weeks when you left me alone i was really happy and carefree?


If you really love me, LET ME GO.

yy


hohoho. just came back from jogging at the park near my house. Went Hg Mall to meet King for HER lunch. haha! No appetite, so i didnt eat (: NTUC-ed after HER lunch. King bought so many rubbish ( her ice-cream and chocolates only.) added up to 30 plus bucks? for so little things. All thanks to her ICE CREAMS. tempted me with the mini hazelnut ice-cream but she failed. loser la she. As usual, the auntie-fied her carried so many plastic bags. SUPER AUNTIE I TELL YOU. and i'm just being kind enough to help her with two bags. LOL. nonsense-ed alot and we headed home.

Was supposed to go with mum to Hg Mall but she fell asleep. ans was supposed to help mum get things from NTUC but i forgot): RAHH. All King's fault. Got me injured all over. She got me irritated and i accidentally hit my wrist against the corner of the table and now its swollen. She didnt know how to push the trolley that the wheels hit my leg. how terrible she is.

Time passed really fast today. met king at 2 plus and got home ard five plus? why ah? It seemed as if we only spent an hr at Hg mall. funny mans. i know why,. thank God time flies or else i would have been dead. HAHA!

I'm very tired alrdy. Nothing more(:

OH YES, I finally met King mans. After 2 days? HAHA. crap.


bye all.


PS: all food are sinful. make them your enemy. LOL.

yy

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Sure i love this song. (:



WANNA LOVE YOU FOREVER
By: Jessica Simpson

You set my soul at ease
chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
say you feel it too, I
know you do
I've got so much more to give
This cant die, I yearn to live
pour yourself all over me
and ill cherish every drop here on my knees.

I wanna love you forever
and this is all I'm asking of you
ten thousand life times together
is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that i saw your face
and felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear I knewI'm wanna love you forever

My minds fails to understand
what my heart tells me to do
and I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
I've been always taught to win
and I never thought I'd fall
be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
now I only want to be right where you are

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits
lets take this now before its gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
that i would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second i can feel you
loving me, I'm gonna love

yy

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Went Bugis with mum today. She wanted to visit the temple. So, i'm just nice to accompany her(: mum ate and headed down to OG. walked ard. got myself a dress. lazy to discribe. Went aunt's house after aunt called. Slacked there. See them play mahjong till sis called.

Sis took cab to pick me up. cos i didnt bring money out. She wanna shop. AGAIN, i'm nice to accompany her thou the sole of my feet hurts like fuck.Down to PS. damn boring place. ): But sis wanna go those shops there. Sis ate meesua. super tempting.

Walked and walked till nine plus. Got really tired and decided to train back. Reached Hg station, my legs could take it anymore luh. asked sis to take a bus home instead. Did, and i just got home.

there, my day.





`i just don't need anything.

yy

Friday, December 01, 2006

THUMBS UP for my day mans!
except for the blisters and achings on my feet and sole.

slept at 530am ystd? talked to princess till that time. haha! madness mans. we bothe have a common goal(: ANYWAY, woke up at 1130am. bathed and bus-ed down to meet Eunice. Ok, was fed up with some ppl at first. not eunice luh. (: yupp, met her at compass. wanted to go gardens but dropped the idea. headed down to PS. walked from basement to 3rd storey? i think? went in to m)phosis, body shop, pasta mania, marks and spencer and chomel to ask if they need ppl. HOHOHO. did i forget to mention that today's job hunting day? didnt really planned this, rather last min. haha! went pasta mania for an interview and they're hiring us. (: but the pay's like.. errr. ok. nvm nvm. train-ed down town for more interviews. Shaw house and Taka. We didnt like any. so in the end, decided on Pasta Mania.

Walked to heeren after Eunice's lunch at Mos. couldnt stand my blisters so got myself plasters from the pharmacy. took neos at heeren. TWICE. hilarious la! funny bunny. Met King and theresa there. for once we're FATED. hahaha! i know King will say she rather not be. stupid one as usual. Theresa left, King came along. Went down centrepoint to look for miao. Walked ard, couldnt find the shop she's working at luh. FINALLY found it. Guihe works there too? She dont look like her. LOL.

King was feeling restless. train down to Compass. i swear my leg's fucking painful. went giordana to get King's belt punched. waited for damn long luh. King tried on a white polo. she looked good. i bet she's gonna sae she looks good in everything. -sick-

Suppose to meet Princess but due to so many many complications and my blisters, i decided to come home. i'm tired too. after a long day and few pathetic hrs of sleep.

I'm happy today(: i got a job.

So there, this is my day.









wanna end my entry with, I LOVE MY NIECE!:D

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The Lady ♥
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