today's AWESOME(:

woke up at 1 in the noon. HOHOHO. call me a piggy. NO DON'T. i take back my words. went Hg Mall with mum. shopped around. rather tired. bad mood luh. nothing to elaborate.

Meeting mins was the FUN-est part of my day. crapped ard. JUST HAD FUN. cheap chills in life. HAHAHA. i very lazy to say luh. So there, my day(:

arghhhh. i dont know know wads wrong.


bye.

ok, i reckon i'll not be able to blog tonight cos i'll be dead beat by then.

yupp, just came back from lunch at Hg Mall with King. Ate Fish soup. yumms! haven been eating well luh. so, fish soup was perfect(:

After lunch went down to NTUC. King got ingredients for the cake she baking. she pushed the trolley just like an auntie. auntie also not as auntie as her. took quite some time to choose those rotten strawberries and King just had to shout at me luh! STUPID. walked pass the seafood section and King almost puke. she felt nausea. HURHUR. she's claim that she's 10 mths pregnant when 10 mths is almost due yet her tummy is like nothing? STUPID. dont even know how to lie properly. HAHA. King spent 20 over bucks at NTUC. she cant wait to make the cake luh. OH, i told her to get extras for everything so that she cant try over and over again. haha! OK LUH, I HAVE FAITH IN MY KING OK? haha! ONCE, will do. ( cos she'll be lazy to try again.) OOPSIE! hahaha!

Tell you something which i think its damn funny.
king wanted to go to the toilet and yupp, we went. King pushed the door so hard without realising that there's a auntie behind the door. So she accidentally hit the auntie. My goodness, the auntie saed to us "eh3 bai4 woa4 eh3 tao2 hor3 li4 kok4 pua3 ( next time my head will be broken by you in hokkien)" laughed real hard mans. tell me, whats with King and the toilet?

going for dinner with relatives tonight. Grandpa's birthday. (: but am not gonna eat so much. whooohoooo, its time for diet!




`its amazing how you could speak right to my heart.

Yesterday NIGHT, was awesome. (:
Met up with Mins and family plus kelvin at around 1130pm. was asked to join them for supper and pool. went Geylang to eat beancurds and all. headed down to eastcoast for a game of pool. BUT, all of us ended up in a pub. mins and played first. our stupid game was overtook by Kelvin and her sis. haha! both of us had the urge to sing. haha! went in, chose FIVE songs and had fun luh. sat around inhaling smoke givin out by people around us. LOL. so i think its right to say, its better to be a smoker den be a second hand smoker. haha! min's so gonna kill me.

The dumb pub closes at 3am. so, we didnt have the chance to sing. oh man, sucha pity for those who wanna hear us sing so much. hahah! had fun mocking ppl who couldnt sing. hahaha! They sounded really awful. HUR. we kept shouting, "NEXT!" or "XIA YI WEI( in the irritating tone)"

We were on our way back when we were stopped by police at the roadblock. they looked behind the rear sit, saw mins and i. Asked for our ICs. Thank god i brought them. or else it'll be really troublesome. Stayed there for quite some time and we were let off. Min's dad drank quite abit too and he drove. so there. But nothing happened.(:

Decided to eat something at the 24hrs coffeeshop near Mins's place. Got her dad to drop us there and in the end? i decided to have something from 711. HOHOHO. bought my stuff and sat at the playground. Chatted alot with mins and i guess i realised lotsa things. (: thanks girl. you know me inside out. talked abt disgusting ppl like ______. -hairstands-

ALRIGHTS. i'm off, meeting King for lunch. (: WHEEEEEeeee. i know she's damn happy. hahaha! suppose to go town with Mins and Ivy. but i'm lazy. heh.

King's gonna bake cheesecake for her Dad, hope it wouldnt be a disaster. HAHAHA!

Will update again at night. (:

HELLO WORLD! i'm back from Bangkok. (:

Like what King said, i shall not talk about the night we went momo except for saying that i love the company(: refer to king's blog kay?

Trip to Bangkok was awesome. bought so many many things. shopped alot. from day to night. Went to the same places Princess went. shopped for King, Princess and myself. OK LUH, mostly for me. HAHA! Mum was ill, so she didnt really bought alot. Nothing in fact. ): i spent all the money. Bought cosmetics, bags, accessories and etc. WHOOHOO. super fun. still, i missed King.

Princess and King came over to my place ystd. King was having mense cramp and didnt have the mood to play. rested and tried on the clothes i bought for her. Princess and i were having fun when King just laid on the bed. HAHA. Bird called and came over after her dumb training. oops. King went down to get her. and King got a very nice excuse to s. okay, a valid one thou.

King went down to get birdie and thats also when my stomachache worsen. vomitted and diarrhoea-ed. three people to accompany me to the doc's. they were entertaining themselves luh. King and Bird bullied mins. sorry luh mins, i didnt help you. hur. it was my turn and ALL of us went in. doc was laughing luh. three ppl to escort me, thats wad he said. got injected on my butt and got some medicine.

back home. King ate her dinner while i K.O lying on my bed. sorry King. ): Princess accompanied King and they went home after a short while. cos i was too tired to talk to them. arghhhh. suppose to be a happy day cos i finally get to see King and Princess. But my stomach just had to spoil it. sigh.

Three days were as if three years pls. i missed King many. Maybe i didnt tell her that, but she's so missed luh. text her every night and she actually replied. thanks King, for saying goodnight every night. (: i appreciated all that. not A LITTLE, but ALOT.

Princess went Bangkok earlier den me and thise days were hellish. Just wished she was here and of course, i miss her alot too. i think i'm going over to her place later at night, hopefully.

I'm aching all over. There's so many things i wanna sae but i dont know how to put them into words. I just dont know how to. forget it. (: complicated when it comes to the affairs of the heart.

slept the whole day and now, i feel sleepy again. ):

alrights, i gotta stop here.

peace.



`you're the one i think of every now and then.

Hello world. [:

Queen is off to Bangkok and she'll be back only on Mon.
Please refer to my blog for what happened to her life on Thurs and Fri.
Bye bye!

King`

Town-ed with King today. Went Fareast to get her jeans altered. yes, AGAIN. hahah! was talking to King online when we decided to go town luh. trained down. its was raining la. bloody hell. haha! stupid rain smurged my makeup luh. its all KING'S fault. ok luh, not actually but i just feel like sayin its hers. hohoho. Went to the toilet straight. King tried on her jeans for me to see. it looks fine. headed to the shop and as usual, King forgot where it was. SIGH. seriously cannot make it uh. finally we found the shop but its closed. ): sat at long john after a walk at fareast. insisted that we buy my nail art before we sat down at Long John's. took pics but none of them look nice. arghhh. must be King's fault. hahaha!

walked ard after drinking and carried on shopping. hahaha. decided to take a look at the shop again and it wasnt open.was told by the owner of the shop next door that the person will be back around evening. went to the toilet and got a feeling the uncle's back luh. HOHOHO. and i'm right. King got her jeans altered den we look for belts. bought shades for myself. so pretty! took many man pics. Wait till the lazy King upload den i'll show it here((:

We're aiming for a belt which cost King and i 45 and 50 buckeroos respectively. Pls dont say we're crazy beco we love welly much. its personalized kind. we intent to make King and Queen luh. say its cool ppl. (: cant wait luh. But sadly, we got not enough money. or not we'll make straightaway and wear it for momo tmr)):

trained down to heartland to meet my aunt and in the meanwhile King showed me her stud and needle for her lip piercing. GROSS. and she's gonna do it tmr. i think it looks cool on her.

HOHOHO. i'm perming my hair, talking to king and blogging at the same time. am i smart?

Ok, i gtg now. cannot multi-task.

i had a lovely day today, cos i spent it with King(:



lookin' forward to tmr(:

hello all. accompanied mum to the market. ate her lor mee. den went home. slaced adn rotted till 1230, went to meet Eunice and Penny at Hougang mall. walked ard and den penny came. Penny bought her shaw and i got my nail art and nail polish. Penny had to meet Eulynn so Eunice and i went back on our own. came back, lacquered my nails. It suck i tell you. today seemed to be a NO-NAIL-POLISH-DAY. arghhh. chatted with Eunice till 3 plus den she decided to put on her contacts. OH MY GOODNESS i tell you. she spent sooo long putting them on. ok, lets not blame her. she's amateur. helped her and finally, she got them on. Put on make up for her and styled her hair next. she's welly pretty and sexy. HOT stuff. (: she doesnt usually put on make ups and all, so she looked different. Will upload a picture of her after tonight. OH, did i forget to mention that its their prom tonight? I'm sure all of them will look pretty pretty.

Cherly gave a call asking me if i'm at home when she's alrdy downstairs. that crazy one. yupp. she left after awhile. She came at the right time. i was painting my nails. so her job was to clean off those rejected polished nails. haha! her honour ok?

It was half past six when nana and rasa called eunice. nana's dad fetching them there. WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOO. all the sexaye ladayes. Nana highlighted her hair PINK. nicee! off to meet King, bird and miao at Hg mall. wanted to get my eyeliner. i spoilt mine. arghh.

Met them after collecting my mum's pants. Met them at foodcourt. King and miao ate. bird got nothing to do, so she disturbed me. blocking me so that i cant look into the mirror. she got nothing to do mans. walked ard and shopped with miao and two dumbos. till 7 plus den all of us had to go. King accompanied me to wait for my sis till her dad called to pick her up.

Alrights. i'm gonna do my nails now. pierced my nails and its bled. pain like shit. haha! but i like it. YAyness. King and bird ocming over tmr to slack. (:

thats all.
goodnight.'

I have golden and pierced nails now! pretty.



`dont waste your time. really.

okay. almost forgot there's a paper today. was reminded by Princess yesterday when we were talking on the phone. My mind's too occupied with things luh i guess. Princess woke me up at 6.30am. was rather late but better den never. hur. bathed and went out immediately. really wasnt in the mood for school and exams. But dragged myself all the way to school. Dumb. Reached school rather early. Went toilet with Wen Feng, she saw my nails. they're sexy i know. she liked it. asked me to help her paint hers. Den we immediately saed, after paper? Ons? haha. yupp. After paper two others came and asked me if they could come along. So, Adora, Gina, Eunice and Wenfeng came over. Eunice borrowed a black halter dress and a brown one. she's gorgeous i tell you. Yupp. painted their nails. Did French for Adora, Hawaiian style for Gina and WenFeng got the kawaii japan style. If you're wondering wad the hell am i talking about, its something call NAILART. haha. ok. they wanna look theird best tmr. ((: its their Prom night((:

They left at 1 plus. I was dead beat alright. haha. painted my own nails too! Sexy purple. haha! with Rose nail art. pretty!

Went Hg mall with mum den went to the doc's.
back home. online talking to King. (: I miss her many!
King and I had entertainment. We were entertained.
HURHUR. ok. i'm tired now.

peace.




`she's the one i saw, in my heart.

Michelle's going Bangkok in few hours time -pouts- can she not go? ok, random.

I'm going Bangkok too! on the 24th. Hope i can see her there(((:

Alrights! Bon Voyage Princess! i'm gonna miss you):

Woke up around 9.50am today. so darn early pls. Miao woke me up. why? Because of that stupid King. She was late luh, as usual. so miao called me to get King's hse number. anyway, went back to sleep after that. woke up at 12 plus. haha. slacked, bathe, ate and stoned. till 2 plus King texted me. was so bored that i went back to sleep. wad an interesting day.

just came back frm Hg Mall with Mum, sis and Jyshuan. walked ard. it was so crowded plss. ): Ok, King and will be getting that Gio black tee. she's gonna look so gay. (X


Yawns. i got nothing to say anymore cos my day was sooo interesting.



`i think i know.

Today was O-K. woke up at 1030 expecting King to be late. hahaha! ok, i admit that i wanted to win the bet so i didnt text her to wake her up. haha! agreed to come at 11am. So i was saying that she'll not be here on time. Bet-ed. FINE. she won. King texted at almost 11 but i didnt see it. Saw her text after i came out from the bath. HAHA. wanted to meet her at the market near her place cos my mum wanted to eat Lor Mee. But that dearest King of mine was SO darn fast that she appeared at my doorstep when i was abt to return to my room to see if there's any text frm her. DAMN, i got a shock when i saw her locking my front door. HAHA. talked awhile den i had to accompany mum to eat her Lor mee and send JYSHUAN (king, its spelt this way(:) to Yamaha for her piano lesson. walked ard heartland and i could feel my menses coming. HAHA! hurried mum to buy lunch for King and cabbed back. I bet King was famished. But birdie entertained her when i was away. haha! Thank God. Felt so bad la pls. left King here alone, in my room. But i came back as fast as i could alright!

King ate and we had fun with my mum. talked abt some stupid stuffs and went down to pass something to my friend.(is she?) ANYWAY, got myself Honey green tea and King got strawberry snowshake. (wads new?) yupp. back home. tried on clothes and King commented. King tried to be pervertic. is aed TRIED. cos she wanted to look into the reflection when i was changing. But she claim that she doesnt wanna be blind. wtf? hahah! yupp, King showed me what she gonna wear on thurs night too. i think its nice and its super gay. I LOVE MY GAY KING PLSSSS. hahaha! I was deciding which colour should i put as my eyeshadow base when King complained that i'm kiasu. cos i got all my accessories ready. Of course needa decide la! STUPID. was crapping halfway when sis called to ask me to meet her at Bugis. washed up and King put on make-up for me. Hey! its uber nice alright. was so afraid she'll ruin my face but NO, she's good at it(: HAHA. she's gonna help me paint my nails soon man. changed and all den took a bus to Hg Mall with King. She met her mum and i went outram to meet my sis.

shopped around till my legs were aching like hell and wad made it worse was i actually bought nothing. arghhh. cabbed to my aunt's house and had dinner there. played with my irritating cousin. he's fucking irritating i tell you. pestered me from the moment i reach his place till the moment i left. ARGHHH. and oh gosh, he farted like 10 over times within a minute?! STINK the hell outta me la! faints, was so pissed that i decided not to torture myself and got out of his room. unlucky me.

bro came and headed home. TA-Dah! here i am. didnt wanna blog. was feeling so so lazy and fucked up. haha! but see, my entry's LOOOONG. yuppers. enoyed my day but i'm tired ): and another thing, i think money is the root of all our problems. besides LOVE. haha! co King and i concluded that Money makes the world goes round. ( we wished we would strike 4D ) haha! that was random luh.

OOOOOH, i'm tired now. gonna end this entry with " I LOVE MY KING" (((:

but still, i wanna strike 4D. haha!




`it aint as easy as it seemed, my dear.

Met Princess at 9.30am at compass. slacked and ate at Mossie Burger. Mins went to meet ham ham to get some stuff. i ate mossie chicken! rot and rot till we got so tired. decided to walk ard compass to look for clothes. tried and tried, none i like. ): went to the bra section. tried on the truimph brazilian series. urrghhhhh. shall save the details. i hate my boobs. haha! (X

Anyway, headed down to heartland. bought Strawberry yoghurt ice blend and mins got longan ice-blend. Min's longan tasted weird. as weird as her. (X she didnt like it. so i decided to change with her cos i thought hers was ok. thou mine was better. haha! yupp. drank and walked ard. saw this Hong Kong pastries shop den we decided to eat agn. SHIT MAN, look at my waist luh. ): out of shape alrdy. ok, so random. sat down and talked till i haveto go school for my history paper. YAYness! last written paper! WHOOOHOOOO.

supposed to meet king now but she cant make it. So i came back and tried on clothes. see what to wear for momo on thurs. (: Sent king all the photos and she saed its nice! another YAY. NOW, i needa psycho money from my dad. haha!

yupp, oh, before i forgot, i think EUNICE NGIENG'S A BIG BULLY. I SWEAR OK!. she bullies me all the time.




THATS ALL! (:



`i couldnt fathom how my life would be without you by my side.

I love my King, many many. <3

Just came back from sun tanning with Princess. Was suppose to meet King to collect her jeans from Fareast. but ended up coming back. aiya, save the details. Anyway, went compass slacked and looked for Maylene. Walked ard d back to MosBurger. Took many pictures. Met Gen and mommy at Mos, so surprised. (: alrights, i shall again, save the details of what mins and i felt. HAHA! sat for quite awhile, talked to mom and left.

sorry, this is gonna be a real short entry cos i'm really not in a mood to blog abt anything, Some bloody bastard spoil my day. FUCK.

Why can't everybody be happy? Why is there thing such as LOVE? Sigh, well, i guess as much as many things are beyond our control, we shouldnt even let them start. A good way to prevent heartbreaks? I really dont understand how can the world blame one person just because she had no feelings for a particular someone? The world may think that that one person had a change of heart, fell for another one. But has it occur to the world that another one only appeared after that one person had no feelings for that someone. But now, reality made the person gave up on love and moved on without loving that another one. The person was scared by the someone and the another one was alwaes alwaes there for her, to console her, to assure and to love her. In the person's heart, she saw the another one. But the person chose to ignore it and not face it. And now, the person and the another one are very very close friends. they loved each other, in another way. The person wants to tell that someone that nothing can make her turn back and she really didnt mean it. But if the world chooses to blame the person for hurting that someone, den the person's got nothing to say. As long as the person has the another one and her very very close sister, the person will not be afraid. The person will never be weak. Fuck the world, the world knows nothing. The world shouldnt assume and should mind its own business. the another one is also very confused and upset now. But the person believe tmr will be a better day and she will keep the another one in her heart. (:


Ok, i'm sorry, so random.
Guess nobody knows what i'm talking about.
well, i just need to vent my frustrations.
still, i love my life. (:
because of two important person.
my princess and king



`i just want to see your smile.

woke up at 8 plus today to reply Princess' text. YAWNS. King texted at that time too. Went back to sleep after both of them met at Hg Mall. crazy King was hungry. She went to meet azu to pass her something. early in the morning? that made King tired. ): Princess and King went to eat den came over toi my place. Both came at 10 plus when i was sleeping. Had a feeling that someone was watching me and i opened my eyes. To my extreme horror, it was King's face that i saw. RAHH! bought me Mickey biscuits and chocolate. THANK YOU!! (:

slacked and disturbed King and Princess till we're hungry. We had spagetti for lunch. prepared by me, cooked by King. Princess, like her name suggested, sat there like a princess. HAHA! Stupid King was playing with the kids and happily entertained them till they always disturb her whenever they walk pass her. HILARIOUS pls. She's the MONSTER!

Rotted till 2 plus and i went to bathe, leaving Princess and King in my bro's room using the com. Changed and prepared till 3 plus? yupp, den off to Compass. Had cravings for Ice milk tea, so both of them, being SO NICE, accompanied me. Metro-ed to look for bras. HAHA! left for school while Kign went Fareast to meet Miaoting to buy her BLACK JEANS. for MOMO on the 23rd. YAYness! i'm so excited! but it'll be PERFECT with Princess ard. She's leaving for Bangkok on the 20th )): MOMO's on 23rd. RAHH. nevermind, i still have King. HAHA! I wanna get a top for MOMO. guess i'll be getting a ladies formal white top. YAYs. shopping with Princess i think(:

OH, i was saying, went to Princess' place after paper which ended at like 5.45pm? SO RETARDED. anyway, her sis came back from Germany and New York with SO MANY MANY chocolates! CHOCOs make me HAPPY! haha! So happy pls! Went home and here i am(: Online talking to King, tring to irritate her. HOHOHO.

GOING SUNTANNING AND SWIMMING WiTH PRINCEsS TMR!!! ((((: Like finally? YAYS. Meeting King for lunch and accompanying her to collect her jeans from the tailor at Fareast. (: Chicken rice for Lunch! (:

I'm a happy Queen(:

THATS ALL! GOODNIGHT!



`you took me.

OOOOOHHHH, another entry for the day. Just came back from dinner at heartland with mum and sis. FULL DIE ME. anyway, went jogging at 5.45pm. hohoho. when King's the one who saed she wanna jog, i carried out her plan for her. not bad ah? LOL, as usual that lazy bummer. hmmm, went dinner after sis called. yupp. YAYness, King and Princess coming over. I WANNA COOK LUNCH FOR THEM! but i dont know if they want to. haha! (X I know Bird wants. but too bad la, she's not in S'pore. Oh did i mention anything bout that big head bird? Its as if she's been gone for a year plssss. HURRY COME BACK LA!

Geog Paper One tmr. at 1630 hrs la. CRAZY SHIT. ): nvm, King and Princess gonna accompany me from morning till then. (X they're coming over SOOOOO early. i reckon three of us gonna slp. Oh, maybe not Princess and i, that lazy bum will. HOHOHO. sleep early tonight everyone! (:

THATS ALL! (:
goodnight.


`let me choose the fantasy i desire.

i reckoned today will be a boring day, and i'm right mans! rotting was all i did. woke up at six plus to reply ONE message, the message woke me up la. ARGHHHH, replied and went back to sleep. I cant seem to sleep well after that pls. MY GOODNESS. i swear this is driving me nuts. ANYWAY, went to the market near King's house for lunch with mum. ate Lor Mee((: so niceee. Mum was craving for it la. so i'm nice, i accompanied her. cabbed down to Hg Mall after that. Help my dad pay his phone bill. walked ard and again, i bought two tops. but i dont liike them. haha! yupp. bought Macs and KFC home for my Pig brother.

NOW, talking to two crazy poks online. MICHELLE and DALE. they're really out of their minds pls! entertain each other still come disturb me. TSK. esp when Dale come online, Michelle will go CRAZY. and i really mean CRAZY ok!

ALrights, will update again tonight. i think. I think i'm going Jln Kayu wil Michelle and Maylene in the evening. ((:

SEE YOU!


`i looked into my heart. guess who i saw?

today's a WHOOOOOOHOOOOOO day((:
Went out with Princess. (: To many many places. The title says it all.
OK. here it goes. (:

Woke up at 9 plus in the morning intending to wake King up. Cos she's suppose to wake up at 9.30am. in the end? she only woke up at dont know what time in the noon. RAHHHH! anyway, went to the doctor. ): feeling very very bad in the morning, diarrhoea and vomit la. haha, but i seem so fine. HOHOHO. yupp, went back ard 11 plus, chatted with King online and she hafta go by the time i'm back. haha! i feel sad for her. LOL. slacked till 12 plus 1. bathed and waited for Princess's text telling me to go out of my house. haha. was waiting so impatiently la. Finally went out. Met her at Hg Mall. Went straight to Cafe Cartel but was told to return only at 3. HOW STUPID. in the meant time, walked ard hg mall and i bought a golden, white mickey bag. look so vintage and i LOVE IT. (((:plus its not expensive. hohoho. Princess was tempted to buy a Winnie the Pooh pouch but decided not to in the end. slacked at macs after buying my bag. talked bout many stuffs which i find it hard to accept. sigh. but so? i can do NOTHING. well well.

Went up to Cartel at 3 for interview. It only lasted for almost half an hr. went first, followed by Princess. So, were told that they will call us by the end of the month(: i'm not in need of a job la. haha, so it doesnt matter if they hire me or not. but i think they will, cos you see, i'm so pretty, like its their loss if they dont wanna hire me. hahaha! -covers face- i know i'll only bring them more and more business, nth much la. haha. Met Rowena and Tang. and guess who else we saw? SJC's ex teacher TAN YAN HO. Oh my. he's sooooo. ok. nth. ((X

Off to Chinatown. (: trained down. took LOTSA picture on the train but all dont look good): FINALLY there's once we took, both of us look pretty(: after that shot, all pics were niceeee. HAHA! we were so noisy pls. the laughters and all. even the auntie opp us laughed): aunite so KAYPO. will upload all the pics when Princess send to me. haha! so excited. ((:

Saw some shades and i wanted to try, Princess toom a picture of me in one of them and den we acted as if we were tourist and went on looking at watches. funny la. Just walked away after saying thank you. We were suppose to Yum Cha today. But its closed): till 18th nov for renovation. wth. went to look ard for nice food. stopped at some street stall. ate something called the Five Spices thing la. dont know wads that. all i know its reeeally tasty. haha! walked ard half-fulled. stopped at this sausage stall. The person selling's a caucasian from Austria. Funny thing happened pls. Took pictures with those caucasians. haha! One got jealous that we didnt take with him, so there, we took with him. hilarious. (: we ate so much! but there's still more to come. HAHA!

Walked ard Chinatown after eating. we feel so out of place and there's nothing for us to shop. Decided to head down to LITTLE INDIA. if possible, next time when i upload the pictures, take a good look at our expressions. The difference in our expressions between Chinatown and Little India. haha! trained down to little india. almost lost our way, felt so alienated. haha! anyway, stop by this eating house and had out Chicken Murtabak. Its niceeee! very nice. burnt my tongue pls. didnt know its so damn hot. All princess did was LAUGH. wth. Took pictures again. we were literally taking pics wherever we went. HOW CRAZY. we didnt mind how others looked at us, all we know was we were enjoying ourselves((: aint it good? its really ncie to see Princess smile all the time. I dont want her to feel sad. (: yupp, walked ard looking for sari(s) after eating. Oh, by the way, the people at the eating house were very friendly la. Dont know if its bcos i'm too, you know? pretty. hahaha! "oh please!" (King would say). was walking ard Little India when we decided to but the little dot to paste on our foreheads. PRETTY PLS. ((:

walked and walked till we could not stand the fragrance. wanted to go down to Kampong Glam. as usual, to look for our perfume. hur. decided to take a cab cos we thought its kinda near andwe decided to risk thinking that if we never try, we'll never know. we boarded the cab without realising there's peak charge. haha! lucky us, the driver didnt know how to go. SO STUPID RIGHT. anyway, got off the cab. Princess and i were laughing our heads off. hahaha! yupp, walked to the nearest bus stop to see if there's any buses to bring us to Kampong Glam. and nope, there wasnt. There is, but its called the Citybuzz. A dollar per trip. We dropped the KAmpong Glam idea and decided to take bus 147 back to hougang when the citybuzz came. We couldnt decide if we should board it. Den i just pulled Princess up the bus. and the bus's empty. haha! Didnt wanna go Kampong Glam anymore cos it was rather late la. but ironically, we alighted at esplanade. hur. not funny right. reached The Esplanade - The place full of unwanted-by-the-Queen memories. bought frozen chco-coated banana. SLURPS! i missed it alot alot. (: Princess and i each had one. Went up to the roof terrace. talked abit. listened to my ipod and texted King. yupp, stayed till 8.10pm and i was starting to feel tired. went off. Princess' feet had blisters. changed shoes with her. went out with flats and ended up with heels. haha! i like her heels. but of course, i'm sucha nice person. haha! walked ard citylink mall. went into Missha and got my makeup remover. trained back to Sengkang. bought drinks, and bused 87 back home. and here i am! ((:

I really enjoyed my day with Princess(: though lots of memories were recalled, we're still taking it well and we're happy(:

I LOVE MY PRINCESS!!!

alrights, this is the end. hope you enjoyed reading. i know its interesting. hur.


`if its so, why cant i let it go?

LIFE'S A BITCH I SWEAR. FUCK IT.

Today is SO SO boring. hmmm, slacked at home whole day. woke up at 12 plus. (X slacked and slacked till sis woke up. watched TV and all. Suppose to go lunch with sis but cancelled it cos i thought i'll be meeting King for lunch la. STUPID. haha, but weiwei needed her company more la. (: so ended up rottong at home while sis went to sleep AGAIN. called mins and talked about stuff till my dad came home. HOHOHO. Dad gave me money(((: HAPPY.

Rotted at home till 4 plus. Sis woke up and wenta bathe. Off to compasspoint for dinner den to hg mall to shop at Iora. Got myself a green and brown stripped top. DOUBLE HAPPINESS(X anyway, got my aunt a top too. its her birthday today. (:

OH, i'm going Cafe Cartel for an interview with mins tmr. i swear this is the first time i'm gonna work. RAHHH. STRESS. haha! lucky mins going with me. haha! But she's kinda sad that i hafta work. ): cos we planned for so many outings. But its not like I'm gonna work everyday la. should be alright. (:

AND ONE LAST THING. i swear this is damn gross and King's definitely unlucky pls. She wanted to go to the toilet, den she pushed one of the partially closed door. guess what? its occupied. not only its occupied pls, there's an auntie inside wearing her underwear la! So king witnessed her wearing her white lacey gstring. SUPER GROSS la. i wonder if King saw her black forest. ahahhaahhaha! laughed till i rolled on the floor pls. lucky i wasnt there, or else i'll laugh really hard! MY GOODNESS. King must be super malu-ated la. HAHAHA!

Think thats all for today. rather boring but i laughed alot. Nice day(: except for the part i fell on my butt thanks to my sis. ok, i shall save the details. tata!



` it striked me hard.

OKAY. King says since i start blogging, i shld blog. ARGHH. mood got spoilt. anyway, I ENJOY THE ROYAL OUTING!!!

Beach rd-ed, Bugis-ed, Hougang mall-ed and Compass-ed with King and Princess. WELL, was waiting for King till my neck can break pls. SHE ONLY WOKE UP AT 12.30pm when she's suppose to MEET US AT 1pm! GOODNESS. Princess was waiting and waiting. I knew King'll be late pls. But i forgot to tell Princess))): I'm sorry. BUT NOW YOU KNOW CANNOT BE ON TIME OR EARLY. cos King's never on time, dont talk about being early mans. hahha! Trained to Serangoon Station den walked abit to talk 100 to Beach Rd. I swear the rain smudged my make-up)): I'M NOT VAIN OK NEO WEILAN. STUPID. Was wearing heels with Mins la. That stupid King kicking up a fuss over her new NOT SO WHITE converse shoe. WTH, still say us. Say she dont wanna makew it dirty. CRAZY la. HAHA! anyway, Ate at the Hawker den went on to look for the shop King bought her top from. SHE SUCK AT DIRECTIONS. dont even remember how to get to the shop when she went there YESTERDAY?! stupid. Took many pics, but all of us dont look nice): only the pic of our feets is nice. DUMBO.

Cabbed down to Bugis and had a fight with King in the cab till the uncle told us not to spoil our relationship. hahahha! poor mins, suffer cos of that weilan's mouth. HOHOHO. Had a good laugh at Bugis Junction. walked ard and its been only few hrs and King was thinking wad to eat for dinner when mins were still so full? CRAZY SHIT la she. Hmmm, King suggested steamboat. she's crazy la really. Dropped the idea and off to Bugis street. Walked till we're really tired den headed to Compass for dinner. On our journey back King picked up a Sony Ericsson k810i plssss. she returned it la. SO THOUGHTFUL OF HER. no wonder i love her so much. hohoho. anyway, decided to alight at hougang mall cos i wanted to pee. hahah! after that trained down to compass and Mos Burger-ed. I SWEAR I'M NOT GONNA EAT NATSUMI TERRIYAKI CHICKEN ANYMORE. RAHHHH. angry die me.

walked ard den King left when we were at Cold Storage. Decided to slack at Princess' house and HERE I AM!!!!!(((: talking to King online and Min's here gonna die of boredom. HAHA!

ALRIGHTS! Thats all! ((:"

I LOVE ROYAL OUTING(((:
i love my King and Princess.



`this time, i realised.

Morning Earth! ((:
Hmmm. Bird went Bangkok alrdy. leaving her loved ones here. haha! ok, sounds wrong. I dont mean that okaye! BIRD! You'll see this when you come back and be SO touched ok? (x where's cali where's cali? I've got some thing to tell her. ( Just Kidding) yupp! hope ah Bird will be back soooooon mans.

Anyway, miraculously woke up by myself today. ))): YAWNs. Its good and its bad . cos I'm still tired. )): Meeting King and Princess later to Beach Rd den to somewhere i can buy my things((X Kings needs to change something at Beach Rd. That troublesome one. hahaha! OOPS!

Thinki'll blog again ltr in the night after i'm back home. Sis not gonna be home, staying over at her bf's hse. means i'm all all alone): CRAZY.


SEE YOU!(:


`where i belong

Why is life full of such shits? I want everybody to be happy. I want myself to be happy too. what should i do? I'm heartbroken myself.

At home now, talking to King and Bird online. Met both after EL Papers outside school. I was the first to Chiong out kay! dont want make them wait for too long. But those two idiots must torture me. latr i got kidney stones den they'll cry. Such irony. I WAS DAMN URGENT CAN. passed King the stuff i made for her. Hope it really did cheer her up. even a little. ((: cabbed t Compass and Mos burger-ed. STUPID bird, cant stop taking pictures of me. i know i'm the Queen but you cant anyhow anyhow snap okay! haha. she tried to show King but failed. i think cos King's arms are too short you see. cant blame her. hahaha. I'm so happy to see King smile, i mean, who doesnt want their friend to be happy all the time? yupp, went back to sch after eating.Stupid dumb Physics paper. But i think its easy la! ((: All memorising. needed only 3 pathetic formulas. HAHA!

Charging my ipod and i think Bird's getting one. she getting the nano. SO JEALOUS. Bird's leaving this fri. RAHHH. )): cannot call her alrdy la. next week's mins turn. den the week after's my turn. why cant everybody go at the same time huh! )): was suppose to go Bangkok with mins. But the airfare too ex. and dad needa pay for the China trip. Going on 9th Dec. Now my turn to say, EVERYBODY'S GONNA MISS ME(((x haha! Haven't ask King when she going away. i mean, go away la, not literally go away. (This explanation is meant for stupid ppl like Bird and King.) haha. They claim that i'm stupid when they themselves are the stupid one. TSK TSK. somebody wake them up pls. Keep living n self-denial. And you know what? I think after they see this they'll be coming after me to scold me. (thats IF they're in a good mood) But ost of the time, even in their good moods, they cant bear to scold me. haha! -runs away-

Hmm, nothing more to say except that msn's a bitch. i cant sign in. )):


My Precious Sis; Thanks for all that you've done. Your understanding, your support and your listening ear. Not all can stand my nonsense and i guess only you can put up with it. (: Thanks for being ALWAYS there for me. And remember, i will always always be here for you too. I really didn't know that feelings and love are so hard to comprehend. In these situation where everyone thinks i'm the heartbreaker, you chose to believe that i didnt mean to and stood by me. All in all, words really cant describe how much you mean to me. WO AI NI(:

King; We'll always be friends. FOREVER(: I promise you this(: Hope the gift cheered you up. Your smile meant lot to me. I want my friends around me to smile. All i want to sae i've alrdy wrote in the letter and those small lil notes. Hope you're clear of my intentions and I'll always love you, in another way(: I know you'll love me too ((: Go, chase that fantasy of yours, i'll always be behind you, supporting you all the way(: And i really really mean it. Nothing is more important than your happiness. (:

Birdie; You're always there to answer my phonecalls be it day or night. You're always the one encouraging me and supporting me. I'm really glad to have a friend like you. Although you like to roll those dumb eyes of yours at me. haha! Birdie is my friend and i love her. Not only bcos she's my friend but also she's got a BIG HEAD. a head thats BIGGER den mine! haha!

Cali; Are you surprised? (: You played an important role at the period of time when i'm at my lowest point. Thanks for those encouragements alright? They helped me alot. Nonsense-ing with you really cheered me up(: Thanks girl. Talk soon(:


THATS ALL ((:

To you : I'm sorry in so many ways i've hurt you. I really will never turn back and i hope you'll move on too. I'm to blame, i'm a bitch. alright? Forget me.


I'm sorry to have hurt you,
I really didnt want to.
My love for you had faded,
Although all that we went through.

I gave someone else my heart,
I couldnt tell you this truth.
Cos' the pain inflicted will be greater,
I'd rather not be ttue.

Someday you'll find someone better,
who'll love you from within.
Girl, i'm just not the one
who can give you that fantasy.

Forget about me from today on,
you've got lots to achieve.
I cant move on with you in my life,
For you, my once loved, i dont wanna deceive.

Here i am giving my sincere apology,
and i never will look back.
Tell yourself you'll forget me,
i'm sure you'll get back on track.


wrote this during Chemistry paper today. Sigh, i'm really tired.

I needa break, you're scaring me away. Your words and all, i'm really afraid. Dont force me, dont ever do that.

Currently at min's now. Whooohoooo! I'm so proud of myself. For so so many things. For being understanding, for not crying, for standing talland for whatever that has happened today. ((: If you're mine, you will be. I know everything's not meant to be, but i'm glad to know things will never change ((: HAHA. I'll not lose you, she will. OOPS. cos, friends are forever. ((: Helped mins with some stuff today. HOHOHO, i bet she's gonna thank me mans. You'll know when you see her. haha!

OK.

To my King; Don't blame urself or be sorry k? Cos in love, there's no right or wrong. You did NOTHING wrong. remember this alright? I'll stay by ur side always always. And love you in another way too. YUPP, things will NEVER change, promise? I promise you that. Queen alwaes love King, aint it good this way? ((:


Today's SS and Maths was OK. I think i'm really dumb. dont know what i'm doing pls. Stoned for awhile b4 doing maths. haha. I THOUGHT i'm done and there's 5 more mins left. so i stoned again. I suddenly ask myself how many pages are there. den i turned back and i didnt do the last page. 7 marks? hahaha! funny, but eventually, i'm smart, i finished it in time. King's right man. I'm stupid. hahahah! ALRIGHTs.


`Love me in another way, is that ok?

DAMN. I swear this is fucking painful.
somebody slap me pls.

I'm just gonna take it as waking up from another dream.
I dont know how shld i react.
I hate myself.
i dont even know what i want.
i'mma sucha fucking confused child.

My retribution i guess.

Fuck the world.

Hello!
I'm here to blog because queen asked me to. Haha. I don't know what to blog either. Well, it's your Os tmrw, better work hard alright? Don't be upset or anything already alright? Everything's gonna be fine, just concentrate on your studies!

Okay, i shall end the post with,
Queen loves me. :D

HAHAHAHA!

King`

slept at 4 plus last night. YAWNS. woke up at 8 plus in the morning when King texted. Fell asleep till 11 plus and fell asleep again. Finally woke up at 12 plus to reply King's text. Stoned, slacked till Princess came over.

Drink and all. Chatted till now. sigh. bad day. (don't ask me)

created a new friendster(: with Princess' help. hmmm.

I wanna thank Princess. For being here for me when i needed someone most. accompanied me to drink. YEAP, i'm fine. very fine((: waiting for King to wake up. WHATS NEW. hahaha.

okaye, we're going Hougang mall to eat. Super hungry and drank b4 i eat. HURHUR. who cares. I hope i die. hahaha. Just kidding.

alrights, till then.


`nothing change. i'll alwaes keep you in my heart.

Was stoning and slacking at home when King and Bird popped by my house. When i was still in pyjamas? RAHH. hurry wenta bathe and dry my hair. Both bathed after a night w/o sleep at Akira's. They were super hungry, duper tired and SUPER DUPER smelly. hahaha! OOPS! Slept till around 4 plus den all lazily got up. Sent them down to take cab. Bird going home and King go meet her friends. Bored till tutor came and tuition=ed till nine plus.

Mins was at my hse void deck waiting for me. I DIDN'T KNOW! i SWEAR))))" sorry to make you wait Princess. Kwai and Mins got me two pairs of earrings((((: super nice la. THANK YOU SO SO MUCHH! you guys didnt forget bout me. HAHAHA. Mins came up to my house when i decided to meet King again at Jo's Chalet. Asked sis to tell mum i'm with her over at her bf's. hahahaa! YAYness. cabbed to Downtown East. Met King and Jo. Jo went back to the chalet after King and I went to the playground.

Swinged and swinged till Bird and Cali came to meet us after movies. Sat down and stoned den all got up and headedtowards the chalet. King and i went back to the chalet while bird accompanied Cali to meet her friends. it think PL ppl are super friendly and nice la. stayed in the chalet with King. King was really really tired la. SIGH. how come bird not as tired ah? funny. ANYWAY, slacked outside the chalet with King, Bird and Cali. den Cali suggested to go to the beach. hmmm, was extremely tired alrdy la pls. )): thou my eyes were closing but i think i still can ta-han. If not for King, i wont go home la pls. ))): A part of me wanna stay and another wanna fall asleep.

Just got out from the bathroom. YAWNS. gonna text King till i really really cannot make it which is almost impossible. HURHUR.

Ok, i'm done with blogging. Oh, before i forgot, thou i dont really know them, i know that today's their birthday. HAPPY 15th Birthday to Joelle and HAPPY 17th to Calista. (((:

i'm really tired. gonna lie one my pillow when my hair's dry. GOONIGHT TO ALL!



`Hold me tight love, don't let me go

come with me love, don't say maybe.

PS-ed and Fareast-ed with King today. Went to get birthday gift for her friend, Joelle. And King's STRESSED when she couldnt think of what to get for her. She confused herself by giving herself soooo many choices. lame pok. ended up spending 40 plus bucks. haha! STUPID. Met Miao Ting for lunch at Fareast. bought a necklace from her. so pretty(((: I actually exercised SELF-CONTROL today((: i TRIED very very hard not to spend so much money. hahaha. i needa save and get smth. hohoho. PS-ed after leaving Fareast. spent all the time looking for Jo's gift. ((: and i guess King looked cheeky enough to get approached by a KFC staff asking her to join the CHICKY Club. Damn hilarious pls. i promised i'll blog about it. haha! slacked at Mos, walk ard, den back to Mos. i think shok chen thinks we're mad. keep going in and outta Mos. haha.

Went Hg mall to wait for bird to get ready. They're going to Pasir ris. Bird's got an important task.(: Good luck bird! Mum and sis came when we're about to leave. went with them while King and Bird went off to get Akira a watch. hmmmm, thats abt it. i'm home((:

Cant for Os to hurry end. got lotsa things to do mans. RAHHH. ((:

ALRIGHTS.
i'm tired already -yawns-
i cant multi-task. )):

`when i saw something beside her name in your phone, my heart sank.

This is how we spell "HAPPINESS" H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S
Mos burger-ed @ PS with King and Princess. SO lame. TRIPLE-layered vege burger. FUNNY PLS. Mins so poor thing. Sigh. i pity myself. went out with two retards. they were reeeally crazy.

Emo mo mo-ed this morning. woke up at 7am? hahaha. waited for King to wake up. Oh, got a soft toy rose from King. Wanted it for sooooo long. YAYness. HAPPY. :D how do i describe my feelings now? anybody know? hahahah! Mins bought me a card! ((; i love that plssss.

OH YES! i bought a brown jacket! (((: DOUBLE HAPPINESS. But i hope to see triple happiness. not for myself but for someone special to me. she's feeling the same as i do. we yearn for our fairytale. I hope she'll find her happiness soon ((: yeah? ( you know who you are )

I very lazy update alrdy. So, all in all, i love today, tomorrow and our future(:

`how do i let you know?

6/11/06 (Mon)
0800 hrs – 1000hrs (Maths P1)
1400 – 1530 ( Social S)

7/11/06 ( Tues)
0800 hrs – 0915 hrs ( Chemistry )

8/11/06 (wed)
0800 – 0945 ( EL P1)
1015 – 1150 ( EL P2 )
1400 - 1515 ( Physics )

9/11/06 (Thurs)
1400 – 1615 (Pure Geog P2)

10/11/06 ( Fri)
1430 – 1700 ( Maths P1 )

15/11/06 (Wed)
1630 – 1745 ( Pure Geog P1 )

17/11/06 (Fri)
1430 – 1600 (History)

20/11/06 ( Mon)
0800 – 0900 (Science P1)


OH I'M SO EXCITED