i miss you dear.
i really do.
sighs.
i need you back here by my side right now.

adel

`without you my life seems to be... so empty.

my beloved went bangkok.
since 25th Nov. she's cming back on th 29th.
which is my prom plus CIBTC.
sigh. which means i wont get to see her at all=(
ask me how's life since she left.
WONDERFUL mans.
right right.
so great.=(
sigh.
i gotta admit.
i'm really too used to having her by my side.
now. she's away for only a day and cannot make it.
i know she'll be back. i know.
i will not cry. i will wait. havent i been waiting?
but its making me weak.
its killing me.
SO.
i chose to stay home.
i need you back in my life baby.

ALRIGHTs.
CIBTC- 18 days course.
from 29th Nov - 16th Dec.
HOW NICE.

29/11
- report for camp in the morning.
- book out at 12 for grad night.
-stay home.

30/1
-book in camp at 7 am.

1/12
-Camp @ Police Academy/NPCC HQ.

2/12
-CAMP.

3/12
-book out at 5pm.

4/12
-book in at 8am.

5/12
-CAMP @ PA

6/12
-CAMP @ PA

7/12
-CAMP @ PA

8/12
-book out at 5pm

9/12 - 12/12
-CAMP @ UBIN

13/12 - 15/12
-Day course at HQ.

16/12/2005
-PASSING OUT PARADE!!
-5.45pm @ PA parade ground.

thats life.
at least i can come out. not like i cant.
i will miss you baby.

i will survive.

HELLO FREEDOM!
finally we met.
after sucha long long time.
BUT.
it seems like i clean forgot everything i planned b4 Os starts.
I DO have LOTSA plans and all.
but i cant recall any one of them anymore.
shucks.
should have penned them down.
RAHH.
never mind.
i can alwaes plan again.=)
i've hired a secretary.
anybody wanna date me?
hahahaha. kidding.
but i must say that my secretary's DROP DEAD GORGEOUS.=)
alright alright.

i'm happy and carefree now.
right.

alright. i'm off.


adel

i'll never give up trying. never.

kwai and mins,
that day will come.
i believe.

adel

RAHHH.
i wish for 22 NOV to arrive.
i have and appointment with freedom on that day.
at 3 O'clock.=))

geog paper tmr.
good luck to the PG girls

i'm not important afterall.
or rather.
i'm nothing.

it pains me to see you like this.
please take good care of yourself.
I'll be there for you like how you were there for me at the lowest point of my life.
you've seen my worst. be not afraid to show yours.
alright? i know there's nth we can do or help.
like i've said. at least there's someone to share ur sorrows.
you can never take it alone.
you might not feel comfortable telling me.
but at least find someone to confide in.
anyone who understands the situation enough and need not for you to repeat the whole story.
cos it'll hurt you more to rake up the past.
I know you will wanna face it alone.
but, bro, when you really wanna stand up again but you cant do it alone , allow us give you that push you need to get up on ur feet again. yeah?
no matter how hard you push us away, we'll stick by you.
i'm stubborn too. it runs in the blood.=)
you're my dearest brother.

adel

tell me how when my even my horoscope says this.

A family matter you've been dealing with lately -- one that's been around for so long that you're not quite sure what the original facts were -- could resurface now, and it will take some serious digging to get it all settled in your mind. That means it's time for a conversation with the only family member who really does know all the facts, someone who'll be able to provide you with the information you need to make a sound decision.

TELL ME.
HOW HOW HOW.
DAMN IT.

`i love you with every beat of my heart.

WHOOooooOoots.
just came back from Compasspoint.
Met her. walked ard. crapped as usual.
DONT ALWAES BULLY ME!!
hahhahaha.
Met sis after "dinner".
HILARIOUS mans.
HAPPY MEAL!!=))

ALRIGHTs.
i dont know what else to say.
i'm HAPPY.

`words cant describe how much i love you.
`you're my everything.


`ADEL