`Stop worrying, Start studying.

hmmm. prelims round the corner.
mug mug mug!! why cant i mug?
lack of concentration.
hmmm. guess i will tmr. i just wanna laze ard todae.
just woke up from my wonderful sleep.
Amanda woke me up. haha.
thanks huh. lol.

alright. todae's weather was better.
the sch just had to give us fire drill
when the scorching sun decides to come out and surprise us.
rained heavily this morning.
cabbed to sch with twinnies and von.
okaye. we were WET when we were in HOUGANG.
when we reach sch which is in SENGKANG, it was totally DRY.
damn it. everyone's like wads with the wet brollies.
haha. cartoon noe.
but fifteen mins ltr it poured.

ok. i've got nth more to blog.
KWAI THE THIEF!!! haha..
kwai fung rocks Kwai fung rocks
Kwai fung rocks my stinky socks!

`Baby u turned me on. u can make whole again.

Went CP after sch with frens. seriously dun feel like to be there.
called Sis. told me tt she's with kev. den i'm like so bored.
den asked to go along.
they thot it was troublesome den saed dunwan la.
haha! i pretended to b angry. lol.
den they gave in. fetched me to His house.
oh. i haven mention, Warren and Charles were there too.
they're kev's brothers.

Long day indeed.
was kinda feeling down actually.
but dun care larh.

alright. home sweet home.
came home and blogged.
so tired. i wanna study.
who wanna study with me?
you.

`i've never loved like this before.
`i'm so tired...

sch tmr agn. chinese Os coming. i dont want.
scared ar... who will not be?

went PS with sis for swensens.
bought mum a diamond ring.
supposedly Mother's Day gift.
talkedto her last night
kind of noe her past times.
it wasnt as pleasant as mine.
so i told myself. i'm gonna give her a good life.
whenever and wherever i am.
oh. of cos. my dad too. w/o him, i'm nth.

i wanna STAND UP on m feet.
i wanna treasure those ard me.
and i will.

`i never had a dream come true

teared todae when i told myself not to.
i saed i'm gonna be a strong girl.
but. somehow
everything seemed too much for me to bear.
i CAN take it.
i repeat. I CAN.
but in the process of my determination.
i need to let go.
i need some peace.
i need a. rest.
I have not even started.
why am i stopping?
precisely.
i dont understand. at all.
Os drawing near. its scaring me away.
i'm scared. i seriously am.
but i'm not doing anything to my fear.
why.


alright.
saw Carla on First mums.way to go girl.
u're more than just a babe.


`i need someone.
`here to guide me along.

`If i aint got you. Life would be much better.
`i Dun wanna fall in it all over agn.

In com lab now. With Regina beside me.
Opps i'm suppose to do my CME project now.
eh who cares. Cant be bothered la.

Second part of first class drill ltr. hais.
i wanna go home. yes home.

alright. i think i shld be going.
wanna surf the net den to waste time here thinkin of wad to sae.

see ya!


`Stop worrying. Start Studying.

Just a lil prayer to Share. Read By Mrs Poi during morning assemble.
sure i love it.

Prayer Of Serenity

God, Grant me the serenity to accept things i cannot change,
Give me the courage to change things i can change,
and widom to know the difference.

Amen

`okok. i'm gettin' spastic under the influence of many ppl.
they are namely The twins in my class. Chanel Choo and many more.
i'm not born crazy ok. they influenced me.

todae? same usual routine of mine. sch. CP. home.
oh. went to the doc todae thou. lalala.

omg. Chinese Prelim's coming!!!
after that will be mother tongue progrmme.
den WhhooOosh! Chinese O's.
thanx huh.
i needa start studying already...

SYF tmr for Dance and Band.
All the best twinnies, nicole and dance.

which means no one will accompany me tmr in sch.
oh no
i have Peiling Huiling and fides,
hope she comes.
and most importantly.
i went sch everydae for the past 4 weeks.
it may sound easy to you.
but tell you wad.
i have a habit og skipping school and ya.
just like a drug addict trying the kick away the habit tt wil cost his life.
for my case.
it will cost me my entire future and i'm NOT willing to pay.
wahhahaha.
tts too high a price eh?

okok. maybe my willingness to learn is building up and all thnx to my frens =)

oh well oh well. i'm getting tired already.
gonna leave everything alone and startstudying for my cheena.
yes yes. A1 please.

yes. i'm gonna blog abt something which i'm gonna blog now is smth to i'm gonna blog abt is wad u see now. is wad i'm exactly gonna blog abt is the thing that happened tt i wanna blog here.

oh crap. alrights. can u let me blog abt the Swim meet yesterdae? haha
it was total disaster.
haha. disaster as in Chanel and i made a fool of ourselves.
haha/ we're practically living i our own world.
tts so spastic.
she a retarded dog of mine
and she claims tt i'm spastic.
i'm not!
arghhh
hotsun!!
so bad that Chanel and i ran ard the pool looking for shelters.
and she's my dearest sunscreen!
haha.
alright alright.
she's really crappy.
hey dearie. sorry yeah.
din manage to go town with glyn and u.
next time ya?
must.
its a date!

hmmm. okok. think i'm getting retarded

`Looking back, I have this to regret,
that too often when I loved, I did not say so."


i dont noe i dont know.
i must comcentrate on my studies!!
i noe i haf to.
but. i can multi-task right?


well. went CP with Xinjie todae after sch.
she's fun to be with.
seriously.

Swim meet tmr at YCK swimming complex.
i dont know how to go. u wanna bring me there?



`bring me back to where i belong.
i'll wanna bring you bck by my side.

`Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion.

hmmm. had trng todae. well. it was alright. sec3s improving.
so comforting. its time they grow up and dun need us already.
alright. i dun wanna sound so old. haha
had 1st class drill todae. was alright.
i think i screwed up the muster parade part.
damn.
could have done better.
i admit. i din revise or practice or wadever.
bad role model.
THE WORST THING was. thnx to all my squadmates.
i was pushed to be the first.
i wasnt ready at all.
Ms Teh asked somebody to get the drill cane and i thought i would be nice of me to get it for them.
WHO NOES. they said happily," Adeline you will go first since u're holding on to the drill cane."
i'm like. wad the hell. i need someone to demo first and i'll learn from there. wad the.
so in the end. i think i screwed the pledge up. i didnt memorize. it was all last min.
i knew i will be having 1st class thou.
my fault.
but Ms teh said everybody did well and ya.
I was the first. so i think she sort of din mind my mistakes.
Joyce made us vibrate in the squad.
she damn funny la.
didnt memorize the pledge.
lip read thruout the whole procedure.
that wasnt so bad.
the worst thing was she suck at lip reading.
so she did not understand a single word Sandy said
and Carmen accidentally shout out the word.
and it was followed by everyone's laughter.
she was literally following wad we saed instead of us repeating after her. haha.
joker man. Jess was another one i think.

alright. tts all abt the hilarious dae. hmmm.
gotta go and study already. darn SS work.

`54 daes to Chinese Os.

"Citius, Altius, Fortius" [Faster, Higher, Stronger]

When a gurl cries
if a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
because she's the one who is willing to stay with you for for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe because of your decision,
you ruined her life.

When she cries right in front of you,
When she cry because of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?
Think. Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity,
In front of you, And because of you?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on what you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it, Because one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
Dont do this to a girl,
You may regret it for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the only one who loves you the most.




isnt it like really true? hais,
` i gave up on smth that used to belong to me

wanted to blog smth. but i couldn't. some stupid error. arghh. forget it la.

Didnt do much todae. slacked ard when i'm suppose to study. hmmm.

Parent-Teacher meeting tmr. shucks.
wad will Ms Yeo sae abt my horrendous result?

i gotta admit tt i didnt study, not that i think its not impt but.
i just. ya. dun feel like studying and WOOSH!
my wonderful results came out.

nvm la. gotts face the music. haha.

Meidan's sis gave me a dress and i think its wonderful. i
ts so nice. thanx lot.

alright. nth much.
gotta go.
*cross fingers*
hope nth happens tmr.

`May the Lord grant eternal peace
may perpetual light shine upon him
May he rest in peace.

`observed one min of silent during morning assembly.
Pope John Paul II will live in our hearts forever.

`i wanna love you. If you would give your heart to me.
i mean it.

I've been thinking of you these days.
in fact for the past few months.
i'm confused. i dont know wad to do.
u're the answer to my dilemma.
u can make my life alot happier.
are you willing?


`you once said many things that i thought were true.
`u made many broken promises and i didnt blamed you.
`for this last time i'm gonna tell you.
`the words that were never said.
`i really do.

another poem written by Warren. nice..=)
Warren! dun sae i'm crazy ok. i'm purrrfectly fine =)


Quandary

So many choices,
So little time.
Which should I choose to be mine?

All good in their own ways,
its sucha daze!
I like them all,
But who will catch me when I fall?

I’m uncertain which is the best.
What if one was les?
God please give me wisdom,
Plus a little freedom.
Open my eyes,
Take away their disguise.

Looking for the one I can spend my life with,
Not one who will break up just cos of a little tiff.