life's improving yeah? maybe because... OF ALL MY FRIENDS! haha
just wanna thank all my friends.
and my motivation

hmmm.. seem to enjoy sch nowadays.. anyway. blogged ofr fun. so sian..

see ya!

thought this was nice. just posting in my blog. its very true anyway.


When a GIRL is quiet,Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full ofquestions,She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after afewseconds,She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,She wants you to reply at least once.

When a GIRL says I love you,She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't livewithout you,She has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a GIRL says "i miss you",No one in this world can miss you more than that.



isnt it so true? yeah. thats all.


`maybe someone can help me up from the pit? life's not gonna be good this way. Where's the Adel that you guys knew? gone. Whatever it is, i noe that i will have you guys by my side to hold me up when i fall. am i right? am i right?

sometimes i do think that i'm alwaes alone. thou my frens are beside me, i'm still alone.

`there's just emptiness in me which cannot be filled up anymore.

To my two best friends who used to love me alot:

ya. my fault. the problem lies with me. but when u ask me to reflect, id you do tt yourself? did you think thru b4 telling all tt in ur blog? you guys noe i need all of you by my side. just at the moment when i needed you guys most, where were you? scolding me in your heart? Sandy, your words hurt alot. it really do. i used tot hink that you guys are the best of the best frens tt i can ever have. but why everything turned outt his wae?? i noe u will sae that it all begins with me. but have you ever hotght of wad u guys did? u sae i'm self centered. wad abt you? i really needed you at that time. but u turned ard and ignored my presence. have you ever thought of how i will feel?? did you? i'm crying every night for this. did you? nvm. i've got no comments

Argh... just wanna scold somebody here!!!!!!!

Dont sae you love me when all you do is lie.

Dont sae you're mine when all you're thinking is being by her side.

I left alone to face all these.

No one will be here for me..

why cant you be the one?

Again and again you lied.

again and again you broke my heart.

Everybody just get out of my life.

go away, i dun need all of you.

i hate liars!

Just leave me alone by myself.

let me die alone

No one must care

cos no one will.


You may find all the words ridiculous.
do i look as if i care??
no!
If you dun wanna be my friend.
just go away.
you dun need me anyway.
i dun wanna see you agn
never!

`Dont say that you care, when all you do is lie_______

maybe i'm too sensitive or smth.

To Sandy and MeiDan: Things ain't the same anymore. i dont noe why. anyway, thr trng disappointed me alot.. alot.. i knew from that dae.. who am i to all of you. thanks lot huh.

vonnie!! you love me?? nobody loves me. australia's so way better than there. S'pore sucks. i left all my unhappiness there for you to clear it up. Can u see it? Did you manage to find it? I hope you can.

alright, sydney's fun. Did anybody realise that i'm not in Singapore?? anyway, thats not impt. wads more impt to you guys is maybe the charges that u guys smsed me w/o knowing that i'm in Aus.. nvm.. my apologies.. i made my line such that i will pay for whoever's charges for smsing or call me.. feel free to call. but i wun answer. cos i hate ppl in Singapore.

PS: We used to be so happy we used to call at night. All this things i did with the both of you is no longer meaningful Cos i'm nobody now. thanks.

Till then.

`If you really love me, just say you'll try.
`Don't say forever, cos Forever makes me cry____.

Have you ever love soembody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever try to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever search for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know wad to sae
And you dont know where to start

Have you ever found the one
You dream of all your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only find the one wouldn't give their heart to you
Have you ever close your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care



`______well, I do.

Dun have anything to sae. aint feeling really good this few daes.
its kinda like...
depressing?
moodswing?
anything u can think of.

Chinese New Year's approaching..
hmmm.. so?
I don't feel loved,
by anyone.
even myself.

`where is the love i used to feel?
where is the love that's so unreal?

`The love that lies
The untold truth that makes me cry

`I've got my pride i will not cry
But its making me weak.

`I'm not your superwoman,
I'm not the kind of girl,
that you can let down,
and thinkin' everything's ok.

//Boy I am only human...