hmmm. just wanna tell my friends that although i see them often in sch. i still miss them alot. esp. Sandy and MeiDan. hais. i miss u all larhs. where are the daes we spent during the hols? the late night talks. hais. drifting apart.

Sometimes i do wonder. Why on earth am i living. Do i deserve?

hmmm.Why things will alwaes end bitterly when it comes to mE? why cant i keep the comments to myself? Why cant i just keep everything to myself and feign? why why why. i'm sorry. things came to such extend. i made it this way.

why do ppl alwaes get the best things and me? the lousiest? why? its so depressing. i dun understand. nothing on earth's fair.

I shouldn't compare. i noe. I wun surrender. too.

`just trying so hard to be your perfect girl________

ello one and all..=)

had a wonderful Christmas but not new year. somehow someone and something just had to ruin it.. man.. hais. this is a very long story. hmmm.. no need to sae ler hor? haha.. *yawns*

At my aunt's hse now with me cousie huei minn.. talked to her whole night man. minn's frm St Nic's. haha.. talked to him yesterdae. well. shld i sae i'm happy or sad? its neutral la i think..

seriously enjoyed Bryna, Adrian, KaiJie and last but not the least. Ray's company.. But smth happened on e new years's eve.. but. think its solved le ba.. forget it la.. dowan to talk abt it agn man.. spoil my mood..

okok. think tts all for now...

SCH'S STARTING TMR!!! okok. wonder who's my form teacher. haha.

`you're my only darling boy