hey ya ppl, hi!!! hmmmz.. i know la... i never update for a very very long time ler.. haha.. ok firstly, bz with camp stuff. den school work... now is NDP.. haiz... ok la, actually also not very bz la. budden still quite alot for me to cope.. hmmmz.. somemore now thinking of wad to do.. von, u noe wad i mean right? haiz.. ok la, put that aside lor... i'll be just fine ya...

Common test... gonna be so dead.... cant do my maths today... gaiz.. failure.. nvm, was quite sad actually.. budden see my darlin' girlfwens le cheered up abit lor.. why must ppl backstab each other? just keep everything to urself and i'm sure nth will happen le lor.. haiz.... cant be bothered actually... nvm la, squadmates are still squadmates... we'll hafta stick to each other no matter wad... ok? pls, to that whoever person, u noe i dun bear grudges, but all that forgiving stuff got limit one ok. just promise us u wun do that agn can liao... i dun mind ppl talking abt me.. but not my frens and squadmates...k..

von: hey, remember the thing i told you when we were at BK? i seriously will do that wor.. so, i'm u're goody fren! hahha.. okok..*bhb*

hao le! adel got nth else to say le. u got anything more to add?? nth? ok, we shall end here! take care all!

-=-=-= I Love You --=-=-=-=-=

-=-=-=-= stressed out-=-=-=-=-

hi ppl, i'm back.. haiz.. very very stress.... haiz.. no mood to blog liao.. see u all soon!

-=-=-=-you'll be in my heart-=-=-=

hey ppl, since how long have i not been updating? haha.. wells, for the next few months i wun be appearing.. haha.. cos of lotsa things to do.. things include, NPCC stuff, school work and all.. yupps, two things already so stress le.. haiz.. nvm...

went C.O.P today.. talked to one of my juniors.. wells,i shld talk to em more and know how are they.. ok, was drenched today... yvonne was lost between flats and i got to find her.. lalala... c.o.p ma.. hmmz.. tmr there's awards ceremony.. but i cant go.. carmen and i going NDp trial... we can make it or not?? haiz... thinks hard... training tmr!!!! who's gonna be the PC??? dunno leh... hahaha... okok, i shall stop my crap here.... tc ppl!

ps: i noe you'll be reading this.. i just gave you my blog add.. just wanna say sorry for neglecting you k? i really got no time... hope you'll understand... dun worry, my heart's with you... i will answer your question some other time when i'm ready.. take care...

-=-=-until the very last breath-=--=

hahhahahah.. at yvonne's hse now.. going tkd after this.. hmmmz.. kinda not in the mood.. just pissed two person off today.. haiz.. wad am i doing?? sec 3s planning UG camp.. well well.. we want that.. okok, gtg ler... buai! i'll be back

ps: wads happening ard me...

eunice: thanks for the things you said last night! thanx! haiz... i noe wad to do ler...

-=-=since the day i fell in love with you-=-=-=-

hi ppl, did as wad yvonne wanted me to do... updating my journal.. hahaha.. this few days bz ma.. not bz den lazy.. hehe.. anyway, an update abt todae.. nth actually.. in the morning meet my fren.. after that go meet von and dan.. they two damn damn slow one leh... made me wait like dunno how long.. den in the end tell me they just got up the bus ... wad the.. haha.. told me fren to go first lor... den i wait for two ppl...went school ler lor....just keep on hoping that time will past quickly.. haha.. cos i dread school... haiz.. smth unhappy happened during recess... cos of the NDP lor.. but nvm la, after that settle ler.. just came back from carmen's hse... her younger bro damn naughty.. but so cute lor.. haha...

hmmmz, wad else?? nth le ba.. i got loads of hmwk to do ler... so, off i go! bye ppl!

hehe.. im here.. invading adel's blog.. y 2day nv cum skool.. 2day e course so fun leh.. haha.. okok,better go now.. i nv ask 4 permission to be here wan.. haha.. wait she cum after my head.. -chao-

-=-=can someone tell me its not true??-=-=-

*thinks hard* think think think think think... shld i? shld i not? shld i say? shld i not say? shld i delete? shld i not delete?? haiz.. how how how?? ok ppl, i noe you haf question mark all over now.. but dun bother.. its smth personal.. *scratch head* hmmmz.. how? ahhhhhhh... nvm nvm, i need time... while thinking, i need to digest wad had happened to me and my life... haiz.. nvm, i'm still happy as ever..

ok, had tkd yesterday, for god-noes-wad reason, my leg cramp like hell, my toes too... nvm abt that.. got my uniform lerhz.. kinda... how to say?? weird ba....nvm la... wanna apologise to von and hwee.. why? dunno leh.. bad mood ba.. *tired* okie.. nht else le ba.. take care ppl!

hi. adeline ask me to help her update so im helping her update. bye.

lalala.. i'm bored thats why i update.. i'm waiting fer someone's call, thats why i update. someone ask me to update, thats why i update.. how lame can i get.. hahaha.. ok.. lets talk abt today...

woke up at 12pm and rush off to the toilet and bathe.. hafta reach skol by 2 and i woke up at 12.. big deal? ppl will say.. but if u noe how long i take to wash, dry and comb my hair, u'll say i'll be damnlate.. haha.. but i was the first to reach skol.. lalala.. praise adel for her punctuality.. hahaha.. hmmmz... went to skol saw sec2s all over the place... some here some there... all so so so noisy.. but dun care them went to change.. den come out see angeline scold them... hmmmz.. they deserve it?? maybe.. but who cares.. after that song zi came... it was raining heavily when two of my seniors came... hmmmz.. they reach skol on the dot.. meaning they came JUST in time.. hahaha..after that at AMK police centre trained the sec 2s for their shooting.. ok la, i say.. but we had some fun there.. lame i would say.. lalala... whos the lamer?? better own up! hahaha.. ok, there's just one person who spoils my day.. she gave me a blue black on my arm too.. but nvm la, she not purposely one.. haiz! so bored... after that went j8 eat lor.. with my seniors.. hmmmz.. thats all ba... met parents and sis at hougang mall to buy something.. went home lor...

came home... laze ard at home until von called.. no no, is i call von one.. haha.. den after like 2 mins she tell me its 9pm alrdy.. she wanna watch tv.. ok lor, i anything.. she sead she'll call me at ten.. ok lor, anything.. ten liao, she called me.. but after 10 secs she tell me she forget to bathe.. want to bathe.. say call me back ltr.. ok lor, anything.. after u bathe come out call me, den after i pick up immediately got second call... den i had to hang up.. ok lor anything.. now i'm waiting hor, if u sure u can call me den call okie? dowan hang and call hang and call okae! hahaha.. nvm, its kinda fun.. cos i'm bbored bbbboooorreeeed!!!! hahaha.. nth le ba.. so now i'm staring into the comp and talking to my frens on msn.. lalala..

thats all...

* To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world..- that person is me, my world is you... *- my msn nick.. no one in particular..

hihi ppl, i'm back here... hmmmz.. wells, just finish talking to someone who just like to piss ppl off... u all shld noe who i mean.. the person everyone hates.. hmph! so idiotic childish.. nvm...

To that person: I noe you'll read this.. c'mon la, dun insult ppl and think u're really that great canns.. to think that i even bother to find out whether the rumors are true not.. If you sae that there's one person in our squad who says "she" got a bitchy look den jolly well sae whos that la.. i will assume thats wad u think and push balme to others.. actually everything is up to you.. whether u wan to make ur life miserable or happy is up to you... and one last thing, when u wanna sae ppl's a failure, go reflect and think of how u will look like when u're a bung.. ok? and another thing, for ur info, i'm not that close to them and if ppl were to ask me to take sides, of course i dun hafa sae, u noe better den anyone else... i also pity you, u're so unpopular that ur own frens betray u.. go reflect on urself..

okok, thatz all for the message to that person... why must ppl insult one another?? i dare say i never hated her once... but just that kind of.. erm, how to sae?? unhappy thing la.. haiz... nvm abt that.. its all over yarhz??

sunday sunday sunday.. sunday's a boring day...

Went Marina Bay with von.. wells, so so so full.. we stink too.. hmmz.. nth much actually... one good news.. yvonne joining taekwondo with us.. hmmmz, she took a long time to persuade her dad man.. haiz.. ok, just updating for fun.. tmr gonna rot at home too.. nth to do... lalala.. okok, nth more to say le, tc ppl!

-=-when i just cant find you-=-

hey ya ppl, hi once agn, i noe i haven been updating for so long.. wells, lotsa things happen... ok, sec 3s NPCC shld noe ba.. haiz.. nvm, i'm so so sorry k?? din mean to do that.. but everything's fine now i suppose? haiz.. thanz for always being there for me kaes yvonne? although time after time i'm letting you down... but i noe le ok? haiz.. If you can tell me wad to do, i'll do it.. yvonne ar, dun alwaes think you're standing alone in this world all by yourself yarhz? remember i'm alwaes here..

12/4/04-yesterday
went ponggol end with (Y)MCAS... got a damn tan canns, thats wad i hate! hmmmz.. but nvm, while others went to catch god-noes-wad things, i sat on the rocks and vandalised it.. muahahaha... okok, sorry hwee for wasting your liquid man.. hahaha.. its very very hot..ok, actually got nth more to say abt yesterday le ba..

To my beloved YMCAS:
first is Yvonne, second MeiDan, third Carmen, Forth Adel Fifth Sze Hwee
ehy to the four of you esp hwee, thanx for all the constant encouragement and happy times you all shared with me.. i promise i'll change..*sompa* okies?? hope we will alwaes as close as b4.. nth will ever change yarhz?? deal??

okok, i got nth else to say le, i'll be back!!

-=-=-=lalalalala-=-=-=-
I'm bored here.. okok, let me tell you abt yesterday..

9/3/04
after school stayed back in school to wait for some stupid councillors..(meidan & carmen) lalala.. dowan to mention names yarhz?? hahahaha... they made us wait like for so long... den in the end go home.. wad the... dan dan came to my house.. did her blog and stuff.. wells, she noes nth abt blog.. hahahahhaa..*dumber*- no wonder Zi|s say she's dumb.. muahahaha... okok, met Sze Hwee at 7 for tkd.. hmmz.. first lesson.. it was fun.. there's this irritating guy who likes to attract attention.. but he's very suai.. lalala *looks at hwee* hahaha.. only basics la, there's more to come i believe...
haha.. okok, thats the end of yesterday...

10/3/04 today
hi ppl, i'm back! haha..*lame* okok, again, i'm bored here.. with somebody beside me.. yvonne chen la.. who else.. duh right.. hahaha... The sec ones almost got berenda into trouble with Ms Low.. haiz... thanks to me!! *bow* hha nvm nvm.. its abt the police week carnival ticket... think is ok now.. Ms Low sae she will call for a meeting on Friday... for god-knows-wad reason.. hmmmz... after school stood outside the office with von... Ms Low came down.. as usual greeted her.. and you know wad she saed??," You all got so much time for NPCC, if your grades fall i'm gonna kill you!" wad the.. she wan us to commit 100% into NPCC.. now she sae this.. haiz.. dunno la.. hahaha... but after SSS met YMCA(s)... von and adel kanna PS by some councilors.. (dan&carmen) hahaha.. but we had our revenge already!! haha.. we laid carmen and dan's books on the table all over the place.. left a note there saying that we've gone home and hope they can find their bags when we hid them elsewhere.. hahahahahhaha *evil laughter* it was MY idea!! revenge taken!!!!! hahaahha..

okok.. thats the end of my entry! polishing boots now.. bye!

hello everyone... hmmmz...
wells, i'm here to update..*obviously* okok, found out that Ms Low can be nice actually.. - only if u did something good.. hmmmz.. she eavedropped my conversation with yvonne.. nvm, nth impt actually...
haiz, still thinking of wad happen during recess.. that made me have second thot abt taekwondo.. but Hwee sae dun care... just go.. ok lor.. just go lor... money my mummy will give me... but.. haiz.. nvm la.. at least i got hwee to accompany me..
Thursday sports meet, so no school, friday feast day, so half Day... how good can that be.. YMCAS going town... take pic okie? hmmmz...
think thats for all now.. got nth else to say ler... got tons of things to do.. so, see ya ppl!

-=-=-=-The one i wish i had..-=-=-=-=-

hey ppl, check out http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=frenzynpcc_sjc yarhz? its done up by SJC sec 3 npcc gerz.. ok, thats all

adios!

-=-=-=-=-I came to realise...-=-=-=-


hey ya ppl, any idea why i change to this new blog? well, getting rid of those unhappy memories inside that journal as well as unhappy things within me.. thot over fora very very very long time le.. wads not mine, will not be.. still i wish em happiness... all the best yarhz?
okok.. thatz for all now i guess.. i'll be back!